I think the best time to reflect on our future and things we cannot share with others is when we are alone. I like being alone, especially on Saturday nights. I don’t know why. I love lying in bed and thinking about my entire life. I start thinking about all the silly things I’ve done. Sometimes I remember them and laugh by myself. Anyone who sees me would definitely think I’m strange.
Thinking about the future is the most interesting thing. Not about the actual future, but dreaming about it. I always decide things like, “I should do this. Doing that would be troublesome. It’s better to stop.” For me, alone time is the best time to plan for the future. Sometimes I fall asleep while thinking about such things, perhaps because I am tired from work. But when I’m alone and thinking about various interesting things, both my body and mind relax. Thinking about various interesting things alone has become my hobby now.