My Energy
When I was in Vietnam, I didn’t think I would reminisce about life in Vietnam, but since coming to Japan, I find myself always remembering it.
Before, studying abroad for me was like moving from a rural area to a more bustling big city. When living in Vietnam, I used to think how nice it would be to go somewhere where nobody knows me, where I could freely do whatever I liked. But now… sometimes, I fondly remember life in Vietnam, like sleeping in on weekends, hearing my father’s lively voice, or eating my mother’s cooking. In high school, my sister and I often argued over mixing up our clothes. At that time, those things felt bothersome, but now they are cherished memories.
While in Japan, various things have happened. I made friends with many foreigners at school and was introduced to various cultures. Classes are the most enjoyable time. However, I need to work part-time for living. It’s tough, but I’ve learned a lot about the Japanese language and Japanese work style and gained many experiences. I also managed to make Japanese friends. When free, we go out to eat together, and I learn Japanese, which is fun.
On the other hand, there are times when I feel lonely. When I’m sick, there’s no one by my side, and at work, I’ve been bullied by mean people, which was very stressful. At such times, I want to talk to someone, but all my friends are busy, and I don’t want to worry my parents, so I solve my problems by myself.
Life in Japan has its enjoyable and lonely moments. So, it doesn’t have the same ease as when I was in Vietnam. But life is one-way. Vietnam warms me like a family, and Japan, like a strict teacher, has many people who teach me various things.
For me, striving in Japan, memories of Vietnam and my family are always my energy. I’m encouraged to work harder in my future life in Japan.